Day to Day Journal January 2023 by NoRulezChris
January
Most of the days were spent on my ex’s couch, the mother of my three children. The nights would no longer allow me in the same house that my Son resided in, as my 16-year-old son wanted nothing to do with me at this time. I would travel by bus and train from Boulder to the Denver International Airport to try to rest my eyes as much as good faith would allow. It was cold as hell and my attorney was not letting my throat outta the united knot formed from my pain and confusion. I thought if I carried the cross back to camp the baristas would use the wood for fire. Lest I knew, the camp got transported again from under my feet, just in time to not recognize a soul, besides the Smores I assembled from my fire pit remains.
As an 18-year-old young buck, going from club to club, it seemed easy to land digits. I used to meet a girl almost every time I went out. I worked hard to Peacock my balls so the girls could feel me. Now, I try to speak to a lady in any sort of manner and it feels like Fat Lip all over again.
I wasn’t erotically attracted to the boys I worked with but it seemed to be all I could attract. Even Goodnight Moon’s freshly shaved face was on my plate. It’s okay to cuddle for a minute in front of all these people. I wanted him to open up a little further this time so I gently brushed my furry beard against his fresh face. He leveled up a notch so I’d best not let the cat out of the bag. All these fuckerz are protected by my crews whom most of these sweet hustlers don’t know.
My Secret in Reno was delivered and crossed into the West just like our horse mail got through. The Oakland and Metallica crews were a long shot from Crenshaw and none of them needed to ever meet, if we did, it would be under the sun, open and free with unity on the streets. The Gilman kids were mostly vacated in the scene as I pondered a lobster roll. My bad self wondered how I could reach some old band mates from nearly twenty years ago? People were happy to be emotionally ignited or pissed as usual to see me. Same ol, same ol, hide the wives and daughters, bring your blunt in tighter, and turn the music up. It’s like that. Damn! Then you surprise me with masks hours later. My made-up friends are my favorite and a strong reason I walk through the alleys alone.
With GOD on our side, I assembled as much fresh blood as I could on my tight outfit of Red, Blue, Gold, Purple, Green and black and white pinstripes for the ones still locked up. America is aligned with 55 Stars and Straps with most under the car, purses, and some 22 in the pussies. Watch where you attempt to put that metal detector homie. Eazy peazy through the door to the tanks, watchdog not seen. The game is to be sold. I had the world’s wallets, they just didn’t notice the 20-cent withdrawal on the account. One coin at a time till we have enough sense to wish it all away for dollar bills and thick tire covers.
77 contemplated how many others blaze weed at the airport while also chilling, not flying. Of course, I would blaze before a flight but now I’m spending sufficient time here without flying. I’m blazing the flower and vaping oil next to the TSA and Police. Cheers! We have moved up a level. Now, there is no need to freak out. Just read the books and Goodnight Moon.
The airport music was always old country. I still enjoyed the channel and I believe this music helps keep both workers and customers calm. I sold my train ticket for five bucks so I rode to the airport and back today for 25 cents. My motivation level is dangling in the middle somewhere between limbo and 110%. If I could spend an hour on the street and gain a handful of NoRulez Street Team members, it was well worth it. Doesn’t everyone want a few wild ones screaming that you’re the best… One by one, I will still build a force of progression, still. When I die my energy will be divided and spread everywhere music plays. Then it will combine piece by piece and I will bring a greater change. Kicked out of the Denver International Airport. Lots of crews to the West and South but what about the East Coast?
My ex-girlfriend and her family moved to New Mexico so the DUI setup could have come from her father. Not likely. Probably wasn’t set up by DaBaby either. Just crappy timing and not paying attention plus I shouldn’t have been drinking and driving. Period. I wouldn’t doubt it but again, I’m a bipolar bear and all my ice melted which made me get used to the heat, which makes me colder in the winter, less moisture. Now I’m changing to endure the cold. I awake from my nightmare to live in a different one. Should I write her a real letter…or just keep sleeping through the nightmare inside Deeboes chicken coop.
No diaper equals disasters. I made my own diaper from bundled toilet paper. I’m still recovering. Okay. At least I got some pretty good sleep. I also once made Jim Carrey smile, so I got that going for me. The music at the airport was finally changing. After a few years of first-hand, watching systems get ganked, an airport would be one of the most impressive but I had a major sense of imagination. Sometimes I would talk and talk with no one understanding what I was saying. You know?
I finally got out of the airport for now. The basement of my daughter and her boyfriend was cozy and warm. I lay upon an air mattress on the solid concrete floor. The only thing in the room was the furnace, washer and dryer, and a lamp. It was like staying at the Hyatt Regency, no joke. I could actually lie down and sleep. I had dreamt about a typewriter again, signaling it was time to write a bit.
Here is the rating system:
♡♡♡♡♡ = One of my favorites!
♡♡♡♡ = Great and you must check it out!
♡♡♡ = Good and worth checking out.
♡♡ = Didn’t like it very much.
♡ = Really didn’t like it. Don’t waste your time!
Films
Hole – Live MTV Unplugged ♡♡♡
Slightly Stoopid – Live at Red Rocks ♡♡♡
Albums
Dr. Dre – The Chronic ♡♡♡♡♡
Foo Fighters – Foo Fighters ♡♡♡♡♡
Foo Fighters – Morning Light ♡♡♡♡
Gnarls Barkley – Live on KCRW 2008 ♡♡♡♡♡
Hole – Ask For It ♡♡♡
Hole – Live Through This ♡♡♡♡♡
Tom Waits – Mule Variations ♡♡♡♡♡
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